Paying bills was always a tedious time of the weekend in my home growing up. So I feel guilty when I go online and it is so much more effortless a task (other than the working to pay said bills part).
I always had this image of myself struggling with the same serious adulthood task of bill paying. Yet when my time came we found a way to do it so much faster and easier. I am still working on accepting this better reality—on releasing my feelings of guilt and letting go of the way I projected things would be when I was a kid.