I’m listening to an album I originally listened to after a really painful break-up a decade ago. I thought I had grieved all I needed to that summer, but I was wrong. Because I just balled my eyes out, 10 years later. Tears that I would have cried sooner, had I not months later met … Continue reading Now Streaming: Tears
Tag: psychology
Pondering Passover
“Min Ha-meitzar karati Y-ah, Anani va’merchav Y-ah.” Psalm 118:5Translation: From a narrow place I called out to G-d; He answered me with spaciousness. This line is part of Hallel, which is recited on various holidays, including at a Passover seder. The word “meitzar” (narrow place) shares the same root as Mitzraim, Egypt. It reminds me … Continue reading Pondering Passover
Homeward Bound
I recently visited my hometown. Spent some lovely quality with loved ones. I’m lucky to have grown up in one place. A place that holds all the memories of my upbringing. It was my first time back in a while. So much has happened since my last visit. I noticed how I felt differently than … Continue reading Homeward Bound
Board Games Not Bored
It’s not everyday that the pieces on a board game so effectively illustrate a metaphor for life. And while it may not be as notable as Halley’s comet, I’m noting it nonetheless. As my five-year-old daughter and I were playing Trouble earlier this week, I couldn’t help but notice the position of my pieces. They … Continue reading Board Games Not Bored
The Intersection of Professional and Personal Growth
Every step I take toward mindfully growing my nutrition business is a step away from the girl who: -never wanted to assert herself -feared confrontation -feared rejection (like, big time!) Growing up, I had opinions, I just ignored them. I observed what happened to people who were different. They got mocked, made fun of. No … Continue reading The Intersection of Professional and Personal Growth
Thunder In Paradise
I venture out for coffee, my five-year-old daughter in tow. We have been staying here for a couple days now, Wi-Fi has yet to be set up, beds have yet to be delivered. But it’s nice. A variation on glamping. The walls are painted therapeutic colors and we enjoy a time of simple living—away from … Continue reading Thunder In Paradise
Days of the Weak
Days of the weakDays of the strongYesterday you dropped a bombToday you tell me to move along Weeks turn to months, months into yearsTime passes in good form, but I’d rather count in tearsWhy are things measured in length 10 years of devotion, so that shows strength?If all that time adversity lay low?I’m told it’s … Continue reading Days of the Weak
A Passover Haggadah for Trauma Survivors
Who wants to re-enact trauma? Sure, we want to grow from our experiences; remember those times in our lives we showed up like never before. When our survival instincts kicked in, when our visceral responses led the way. When we were reminded of our prowess and capabilities, which are often so overlooked in a modern … Continue reading A Passover Haggadah for Trauma Survivors
Good Morning
This morning, I woke up after a full, uninterrupted night’s rest. It felt great. I’m glad I decided to not watch extra tv last night and listened to my body’s signals of near-exhaustion. When I awoke I was greeted by the sound of birdies. I love how they chatter so in the early morning. Mimicking … Continue reading Good Morning
Sex/Life Commentary Part 2
I appreciated how they showed how Brad had a lot of deep-seeded issues and how they played out in his hurting Billie. Then, when he did end up resolving his internal conflict, he healed a lot. The way he healed and transformed so completely is part of the fantasy of the show. Trauma and it’s … Continue reading Sex/Life Commentary Part 2
Mindful Nuggets 