So, Goodbye

Give too much in the beginning 
My world is great, my head is spinning 

Things begin to slow down tho
A frown appears to express woe 

Have I kissed another frog?
Am I seeing clearly? Or thru smog?

I felt I meant so much to him
But now he treats me on a whim

He saw me and still talked to her 
He put me on the back burner

But it’s my fault for getting burned 
I’ve been here before, and still haven’t learned 

To pace myself when starting new
To question everything they do 

Instead I rush, so I’m a fool
And now I’ve really lost my cool 

I’m insecure, jealous as hell
I thought I knew him oh so well 

I thought his care was deep, well-meaning 
But on a whim, it turned deceiving 

My body’s broken, so’s my heart 
Don’t even know where I can start 

But I do know where to finish 
The time is here, I’ve been diminished

I will not sit on the sidelines 
No longer prioritize your life over mine 

For every single time I try
My body tells me otherwise 

And even if it takes some time,
To the wisdom of my body, I cannot lie

So, Goodbye